I've not really written about getting married. Counting down, it's only 2 more weeks to go. I have 10 more days before I leave KL to go Langkawi. And here I am, without accessories, no confirmed make up artist and hairstylist for the receptions, haven't seen some of the wedding favors ordered, no wedding band yet, big zit on the forehead, put on weight after coming back from bangkok, and worst of all, SICK.
I'm not complaining, didn't mean to use this blog to do so - I'm just writing to note down some of my feelings, that yeah, 2 weeks before I tie the knot, I actually still have a lot of things not done! It's already hard that my mum's not near me and I've got no sisters to count on. I do have girlfriends but I'm hardly the girlie type, so yeah, Rosh and I just have to figure out our own ways as it goes. Recent chat with Sheils over skype really made me feel like, O GOSH, where did it go wrong? I thought I've got the whole timeline planned out. I took off from work for 6 weeks and still, lots are still to be done. I wonder how the working brides handle. Now I understand why some couple start preparing as early as one year ahead. But for me, 95 days are enough to go on and on and on about me, me, me, and me. why 95? It's the number of days (or less) a Baha'i couple should marry after their engagement. To worry and keep thinking about your wedding for one whole year, brrr... sends a chill down my spine man.
Nevertheless boys and girls, I'm definitely excited. I'm thrilled to meet friends and families, enjoy a good dinner by the beach and at hotels (for the receptions), good music, good company..... on top of it all of course, is to be spending my every moment with my dear suami-to-be from then on. Whatever physical arrangement that didn't work out won't really matter after that one day I guess.
I know this definitely marks a milestone in my life, and we'd like to enjoy every bit of it. As for plans after? Beat me. I'm still waiting for a Sign from above. hehe. Well now. thanks for all your prayers and wishes. =)
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